Baby Mama Drama

So,it's been a while since i posted last but it has been a crazy couple of months. So after starting the chlomid (and becoming a total wreck for a month with extreme up and downs)I had high hopes and was in good spirits to take the next step to see if it would work. I went through the month and tracked my ovulation and........nothing, no ovulation, so it was back to talking to the Dr. and figuring out the next step. Well my Dr. told me not to lose hope and maybe i really did ovulate and it just didnt show up so i had to wait till day 30 of my cycle and take a pregnancy test and if it was negative we would go back to the drawing boards. So after a long couple weeks day 29 approached and no period and a negative pregnancy test another negative ovulation test and some lost hope, i started to give up. I felt so alone like no one would ever know the pain i was feeling! I decided i was gonna get out of the house and have a couple ddrinks and just get my mind off of things that night. So I went out with J and my friends and got pretty tipsy, had a blast and when we got home at 3:30 am J and i had even more fun! :) When i woke up the next day I took my ovulation test, came back 3 minutes later and..... YES!! I finally ovulated!! I called my doc to let him know and he wasnt so sure that i actually did ovulate since it was so late but i am keeping my head high and hoping and praying that i really did and that this time it works!!! So now I will have a couple more weeks to wait and wait and see if on day 50 I have 1 or 2 pink lines. J and I are keeping our faith and trying to stay positive even though some days are better than others. I am hoping that i dont get my monthly friend and that there is 2 pink lines on day 50!! :) Send us good thoughts, prayers and your love as this is the time we need them most!! Thanks all!
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